ransomed | healed | restored | forgiven

What does a woman do when she’s on the other side of the world and she's falling apart? When she knows she's a hopeless mess and she can't stop damaging the very people she loves the most?


It was Ramadan in Turkey and Anya decided, in desperation, to seek God along with the locals, for an entire month. ‘Feels Like I’m Breathing’ is the intimate journal of a woman who wrote down every word she said to God, every word He said back, and how she found the wholeness and freedom she never realized was possible.

  • From the first page I was immediately drawn into a conversation with God. I couldn't put it down. Right the way through, God was talking to me about the things He wanted to deal with me personally. Anya's story became my story and my heart was changed. I highly recommend this to anyone wanting to develop a more intimate relationship with Jesus!
    — Anne Burrows, Open Doors New Zealand
  • Gives words to the feelings that usually sit at a gut level or longing level.
    — Ruth Maxwell, SIM Canada
  • . . . Raw, honest and deep. You will be inspired to open the deepest part of who you are to God, who knows you best.
    — Samantha Woodland, Brisbane, Australia
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Published by Ark House Press | ISBN 9780648173496